19w0d.

Baby's size: Mango

Next appointment: July 7

Total weight gain: 40 lbs. on the dot. And I'm not even halfway done yet.

Exercise: None. I missed yoga because of a business brunch. I suck.

Sleep: Eludes me. Still.

Food cravings: Beef. Lots and lots of beef.

Symptoms: The snoring continues! And the sleeping-sitting-up-on-the-couch thing.

What I'm loving: Mr. Hope, for putting up with me when I'm this miserable.

What I'm not loving: The pain and swelling in my hands. The returning fear that I'm not going to make it - that I'm going to lose this baby.

What I'm looking forward to: Still the level 2 u/s. It honestly can't come soon enough.